Will I have the patience to create this???

Yippie! finally my new blogskin is up! Isn't it nice? something that reflects my character...its kinda interesting to edit blogskins....kinda have the 'feel' in it already...hiak hiak...next project maybe???

But but but.....still cannot upload photos....hiaz!

Something's very wrong with blogger these days...or is it just my blog? I can't seem to upload pics for the past 3-4 days. Then yesterday there were weird labels (photobucket) plastered all over my pretty blogskin. hiaz...it's due to overloaded bandwidth...dunno how to fix the problem hence i just removed the entire blogskin and stick back to the classic template for the time being (while i clean up the mess, lost gadgets and a new blogskin)....

very drained these days....

I have been feeling rather vexed these days. So many thoughts running through my mind that sometimes I just feel like collapsing onto the floor instantly.

Although our flat has been sold, hubby and I were feeling on CLOUD 9 only for a few days. Now we have to start searching for our dream home (till now nothing caught our eyes)
But before that we have some issues to iron out before we can commit on any flat that we want.
But at least we have sorted out and finally came to a compromise on some issues. My 2 cute kiddos will each have their own bedrooms and I will have my to-die-for study area and craft corner....hubby will hv his Gigantic aquarium and his small but cosy entertainment room. hehehe....no more dream kitchen for me though, but it will definately be a practical and low maintenance one.
Oh and one thing - we are so going to have a helper once we settled our new place, cos hubby hasnt been doing much housework ever since the opening of The Braised Kitchen....

till then..

I am glad I shared this with hubby about this just now. I woke up from a 'dream' this morning with a tinge of sadness and disappointment.

How naive was I to have always 'assumed' that I have always been a true friend, best pal and buddy to this long time friend of mine. Well, not exactly long, since we only knew each other for 6 years. But I always thought 6 years issit exactly short either. AND only today then I realised that WE didnt really know each other that well.

Dun good frens always support one another? Lend a helping hand when one is in need or at least show support in terms of action?
Is taking someone for granted shows that you are a true fren? Yucks! I shudder at this thought. Weeks ago I did hv the intention to offer my help in each and everyway. But now, sorry 'my good friend', I guess you no longer need me OR you have other 'better' frens than me.
Our friendship is just so brief and surface deep....its a cold, hard and sad but the truth.
I told hubby from today onwards, I have one more fren dropped from my 'true frens list', and its definately for the better.